A wow moment!

Just after my last post I get a text message asking if I want to see him? Him who? His baby... Can you say the cutest baby in the world! Wow a baby can brighten a person's mood with just a gurgle! Soooo fricking adorable! And to see him with his son and how much love he has for that little boy is amazing! He told me he cried after finally seeing his son after a month of separation. His mother is vindictive. Why do women always put their children in the middle? That is very unfair to the child...I will not ruin my happy moment by getting into that. Man oh man WOW!

Tears of Sadness

This a little poem I wrote about 4 years ago and I needed an outlet...It helped A LOT. It's not the same situation but it reminded me of a time when I needed to write.

Why won't these tears of sadness fall from my eyes? Trapped inside wanting to fall the hurt of a broken heart, trying to burst free but locked with no key.

Why won't these tears of sadness fall from my eyes? Held by the thought of losing ground and into the darkness beneath, containing the rage within hoping the pain will end.

Why won't these tears of sadness fall from my eyes? Kept on the edge of hope that someday soon, these tears of sadness will no longer be but tears of joy flowing freely.

Come Back...

Wow its been awhile since I have written. I even lost the 2 followers that I did have....Oh well. Feeling the need to have an outlet. So I'm coming back! Hopefully I can be consistent.